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All photos: Dave Rudie

A new diver and a close call

I didn’t know what to expect during the week-long trip of scuba diving with a dedicated group of underwater photographers. As the newbie diver in the bunch, I had only been diving about 30 times. I worked hard to keep up as the group swam hard and dove deep to find Hammerhead sharks, twist through wrecks and even investigate harbor muck one night. Each evening after a rest and dinner there’d be long discussions about software, light, and saturation. I learned a lot.

La Paz divers

La Paz divers – Elaine third from left with photographer, Dave Rudie, in white T-shirt

One afternoon at the Los Islotes pinnacles we played with baby sea lions. The rock promontory was a long ride out from our base north of La Paz, so we were anxious to get in the water. Several boats of snorkelers were already bobbing just offshore when we pulled in to tie up on the anchor line and drop into the water.

Curious Sea Lion Pup, Los Islotes, Mexico

Curious Sea Lion Pup, Los Islotes, Mexico – Photo: Dave Rudie

The second dive was in a shallow area in the channel between islands. I was already tired when we backed flipped off the boat and into the water. We explored shallow reefs, pinnacles and crevices. My dive buddy, Dave, had hundreds of dives to every one of mine (he had been a sea urchin diver for decades.)  It was beautiful but became a struggle to keep up.

Cormorant diving, La Paz, Mexico

Cormorant diving, La Paz, Mexico. Photo – Dave Rudie

What I was too much a novice to realize was that the afternoon current was kicking in. Current can be a diver’s friend. Floating along at a slow pace without flipping a fin can be a blast but this was another matter. I started over-breathing with the effort which led to mild panic as I knew my air would run out before Dave’s did.

Eel, La Paz, Mexico

Spotted Moray Eel, La Paz, Mexico. Photo – Dave Rudie

A litany of self-judgement flooded my mind: I would never be a good diver; I was too weak, too foolish to manage the technical skills; my boyfriend would never take me on another dive trip. Self-pity is so boring in retrospect but at that moment it was crippling my ability to manage.

Octopus, La Paz, Mexico

Octopus, La Paz, Mexico. Photo – Dave Rudie

There was nothing to be done but signal that I needed to surface. We’d stayed shallow so there was no need for a safety stop (equalizing pressure from nitrogen build up in your blood.)

It wasn’t until we bobbed to the surface that we discovered the current had shoved us far from our boat. It was taking us further out into the channel. Our boat didn’t see us waving in the choppy water and foolishly, neither of us had an inflatable, safety noodle. We were being swept away.

The Panic

We were drifting towards deeper water between deserted islands. There were sharks in those waters, though I couldn’t see them. You can imagine the fear. I could tell Dave was worried. We held close but kept drifting further away from our boat.

The Turn

Finally another captain saw our flailing arms and moved in to pick us up. His boat was full of Mexican divers and no one spoke English, but they knew we needed to return to our group. I closed into a ball in a corner until I could calm down. Whether I was overcome with relief or despair didn’t matter. My close call wasn’t my best moment.

The Reprieve

As we approached our boat I noticed that some of the other divers were having trouble getting to the tow line. The current was torturing them too and it was a long while until all of us were back on board.

That night the talk wasn’t about f-stops and apertures but horror stories. Like kids at a campfire, one tale after another spooled out about close calls. Mine was pretty minor in comparison.

Feeding frenzy, La Paz, Mexico

Photo: Dave Rudie


Since that day I’ve been lucky to do over 200 dives at some astoundingly beautiful reefs, explored wrecks, underwater tunnels and rivers. It takes time to become one with the gear for any new sport and diving is unforgiving if you don’t pay attention. I wouldn’t trade my close call or all the mistakes, dropped equipment, leaky masks, plugged ears and short tanks for anything. It’s a privilege to explore the underwater world and for a few brief minutes commune with its alien and endearingly beautiful creatures.

Sea Lion piercing the bait ball.

A curious sea Lion piercing the bait ball. Photo: Dave Rudie

Tips for new divers

  • Be honest about your limitations. If you got your dive license 2 years ago and haven’t used it since, admit that to the dive master. Take a refresher course and boost your confidence. Always do a test dive at a new location to make sure your equipment is working well.
  • Let the dive master know if you have issues. If you have a back problem, get help with the heavy gear. Don’t hurt yourself further by being macho. If you have ear pressure issues let the dive master know and take your time going down the anchor line or get in first to acclimate. I’ve found there’s less of a problem as I’ve gotten more experience.
  • Don’t beat yourself up when you’re working to master the sport. It can take 20 dives to get fluid with managing buoyancy.
  • Managing your breath and thus the length of dives is a constant challenge unless you dive often. Keep that in mind and you’ll have less trouble keeping up with your buddy.
  • Stay close to the dive master if you’re new or at a different dive skill level than your dive buddies. It’s important always to stay close to your partner or with the group. It could save your life but most of the time will just help you relax knowing you’re close to help.
  • Check your gear carefully for each dive and always carry an emergency noodle! If we’d had one we could’ve inflated it easily and been spotted much more quickly.
  • Respect the reef. It’s excruciating to see a diver thoughtlessly break coral with his fin or see the wide rig of an underwater camera shove up against delicate flora.
  • Don’t chase fish. Let them come to you.
  • Keep plastic waste out of the water. Collect it when you can and dispose of it properly. Show your hosts how conscious you are about garbage and it might make a difference. The economics of maintaining a healthy ocean matter more than ever for developing sites and their communities.
  • Support local economies. If you have guest dive masters, tip them well. If you have a choice between diving with a local resort or at an internationally owned property, weigh the benefits and choose carefully to better support local economies.

Special thanks to award-winning photographer, Dave Rudie, for sharing his photographs and making it possible for me to explore the underwater world